"Click"

I think something finally clicked. I went for a swim this morning,
just a little one mile swim down the river. I felt perfectly relaxed
for the first time in open water. I did whatever I needed to do to
take my mind off what I was really doing. I started looking around the
water for fish or tried different breathing, strokes, ect. Before I
knew it , I was done. We will see how tomorrow goes.